Weightless

Iam, as of 10/22/11, 144. Im 5'4 and am trying to stay healthy while doing this. I have a history of self harm, depression, anxiety and ptsd(post tramitic stress disorder). Also i am VERY open just warning you message me for anything im always here. like seriously tho im addicted to tumblr ^-^
sw:180
cw: 144
gw1:140
gw2:130
gw3:120
gw4:110
ugw:99

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its gotten to where people tell me i look thinner wyen i gain weight to make me feel better because they know how i feel about gaining….

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:50 pm

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Reblogged from t0thewind

closer-each-day:

dear everyone i know.

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:48 pm 16201 notes

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Reblogged from 99club

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:43 pm 3005 notes

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cadaverouscorpse:

Found this picture of me on facebook, lol who would love the freak with scars on her arms.

people who understand you will love you no matter what you appearence may be..

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:39 pm 1982 notes

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Reblogged from thinspocean

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:26 pm 50633 notes

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Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:21 pm 4262 notes

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halfhissize:

x.

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:21 pm 1696 notes

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I have been so tempted to

cut to just open one little vein to feel somewhat alive to feel better…

stop eating to look better, and stop feeling ashamed and disgusting.

scream at her to shut up and stop controling me, because i am not her puppet..

drink myself ntil i cant stand and am puking my guts out.

destroy myself in anyway possible.

But despite all i want to do, i wont, because i love you, and you seeing me that way when i finaly brek because of this preasure will break me even more…

Posted March 14, 2012 at 11:15 pm

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